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FEELINGS by ~canterrain:iconcanterrain:

Categories Literature > Poetry > Romantic > Mature Romance > Open


I don't want to feel... anymore.
I don't want to have this in my heart.
I just want the dull ache that is my life to go.

These hot tears crawl down my face
As I sit here alone in this forsaken place.

And my throat strains as I try to scream,
though nothing escapes
The air streams; hot, heavy, full...
yet a sound is never made.

I don't want to feel this anymore,
I don't want to shed another tear.
Take my heart, remove it from me..
This grief is to much, I can't bear it...
Please God.. can't you see?

The good was to short,
the bad seems to everlast...
this life is to much...
why is it just to much to ask?

I don't want to feel this is my heart.
This ever growing hole that is tearing me apart.
This hollow emptiness that seeks to fill me,
Swallow me, consume me, and kill me.

Please God make it stop.
Please God just remove my heart.
Better to have loved and lost is true,
But right now it is too much a bruise.

I don't want to feel this anymore...

Tue Mar 21, 2006

Copyright © 2006 Josh Hendrickson
©2006-2009 ~canterrain
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Author's Comments

Keep in mind that these poems weren't written back to back so it's not like I went happy to sad in a day. This came at a very negative point in my life, when I lost someone I care deeply about at the time. Angsyish and negative, and in a style I don't think I've ever really repeated.

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~shadeofjade Dec 18, 2006, 8:48:46 AM
Very emotional. Good job and it flows nicely. Great work!

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143 Miles

"What if all the world you think you know is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection, is it all you want to be? What if you could look right through the cracks, would you find yourself afraid to see?" NIN
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~canterrain Dec 21, 2006, 1:51:08 AM
Thanks for the comment. I like the flow also, I've often heard the words to music in my mind.

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~canterrain Dec 21, 2006, 1:57:07 AM
Gah, I replied to this, but incorrectly. Ah well. It's there, just not connected.

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I refuse to make a signature.

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~shadeofjade Dec 21, 2006, 3:08:38 PM
:D lol

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143 Miles

"What if all the world you think you know is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection, is it all you want to be? What if you could look right through the cracks, would you find yourself afraid to see?" NIN
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~cryingpain Jan 11, 2007, 4:30:01 PM
Such strong emotion, I know this feeling of loss...
:+favlove:

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:frail:Every artist was first an amateur - 'Ralph Waldo Emerson':frail:
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~canterrain Jan 11, 2007, 7:22:12 PM
In some ways that's why I wrote it. Because I felt the loss and felt alone. And I hope someone else who is feeling it might someday read it, and not feel so alone.

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I refuse to make a signature.

Member of *RawEm0tion and =christians
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~cryingpain Jan 11, 2007, 7:32:17 PM
Yeah its nice to know we are not the only ones in the world that feel such pain and emotion.
But also sad that others do feel such pain as well.

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:frail:Every artist was first an amateur - 'Ralph Waldo Emerson':frail:
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Mood: Tired ~Blanzeflor Jan 13, 2007, 2:22:22 AM
These have to be some of my favorite Favourites.

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"A sad, crazy, illogical dream, this life..." SejongKim1979 [link]

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.--Oscar Wilde
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=starlit-sky Jan 13, 2007, 10:56:46 AM
i can relate to this piece...:sadangel:
love the flow,and the emotions expressed...very intense...
great work!
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